I've been working on moving some of the nosey and/or non-supportive people out of my life right now as well as off my FB page. If someone can't accept the decisions that I have made for my own happiness than screw them!! I am just so sick of it all to be honest. I just want to live my life and have fun doing it...life is too short. We should all try to live in the moment more than what we do. Take a chance and let life happen. I am not saying we should just go crazy and do whatever the hell we want by any means. I just want to laugh and have some fun now and then. I want to feel alive!
I was told by someone yesterday that I am a ball of energy..full of life. Really, I have to agree with them on that one. I think that is why I am a people magnet...the girls at work say I have 'fairy blood' and that is why I attract all of the unique friends I have in my life. Like I am Sookie on True Blood or something!!
I do love people. I love to talk to them, learn their story, see what makes them tick, ask questions. I think that I thrive on being around people. People just energize me. When I am around people is when I am really the happiest.
I think that a certain someone who is no longer in my life knew that I had a love for people and they would try to keep me away from everyone just to keep me in their 'world'. They used to hate how I had friends that wanted to be around me, wanted to hang out and go places with me. That is one of the reasons they are my past and not my future.
People can judge me, say what they want to about me...I am at the point that I really don't care anymore. It is my life and I am going to live it the way I want to. I sometimes wonder to myself if things I do are a little over the top, am I acting my age? But really, you are only as old as you feel. I am by no means 'old' so why should I act like I am?
I guess that one thing I have held onto through my life is my unpredictablness..is that even a word? I am unpredictable, not by just the things I do but the things I say. You never know what is going to roll out of this mouth of mine. Sometimes I am not sure why the things that come out of it do or even where they come from. I guess that is part of my charm.
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